Saturday, August 3, 2013

For you.

For you
To say that I am in a vulnerable - almost fragile - state would be an understatement. It is taking all the courage within me to even write this post, much alone publish it for all to see. Only a few people will understand - truly understand - the reason behind this post, and I would like to leave it at that. I have not much to say, because I'm afraid once I start talking, it will all pour out, and by then, it would be too late to reverse the words I have let slip. I do not wish to burden my blog with my emotional distress, because I'd like to keep my personal life out of the public eye as much as possible, but I have to make an exception. I know I will look back on this one day and laugh, but for now, bear with me.

It's so sad that it becomes almost humorous how close you can get to someone, and have the world take it away from you in a blink of an eye. Like, "nope, time's up. I'm taking said person away from you and you can't do anything about it." You know how it goes... Just when you thought you reached the point of no return (the good kind, mind you), when things were suddenly becoming much better - of course everything will end abruptly. Like when you download Adobe Photoshop and you get a month-long trial. It's awful.

These people come into your life unannounced, and leave you a little more broken and wiser than when they found you, but pretty much the same nevertheless - surprised. Surprised, because you never expected this person to mean so much to you. And surprised, because they've gone as quickly as they arrived.

I have so so much more to say, but I do not wish to go on. I'm okay, if anyone is concerned. I mean, not really, but I will be. Have a listen to the playlist below. It should be able to tell you the story I cannot bring myself to say, through lyrics and the order in which they have been put.

To said person - thank you. For teaching me a lesson. For everything. I truly do hope you are happy. I guess my happiness is worth sacrificing for yours.
"Goodbye may seem forever. Farewell is like the end. But in my heart is a memory, and there you'll always be." - Widow Tweed (Fox & the Hound)
Credits: Nina Pineda 


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